Mafia's Obsession |✓
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**I WROTE THIS BOOK WHEN I WAS IMMATURE AND IT'S REALLY CRINGE WORTHY. PLEASE READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. ALSO THIS IS AN INDIAN STORY**
Know how a Mafia's Obsession turns into love!
...Chapter 37.
Nandini's POV
After what he spoke no one mentioned a single word and just laid there lost in our thoughts. I was thinking that how much more pain he has buried inside him. This man laying beside me was the strongest man I have ever seen. I know he made mistakes, but who doesn't! We all make mistakes despite of the things we have gone through. And he has gone through a lot more than I can imagine.
"She was 22 years old when one day while going to college she was kidnapped!" He said, his breathing harsh.
"Kidnapped by the Mafia. He kidnapped her because he wanted to use her, fulfill his desires. Mom thought he saw her that day but, he used to follow her everyday. He knew everything about her, every single thing." He paused and then chuckled dryly.
"This is quite similar to our story right? I did the same things to you. Stalked you, kidnapped you, lusted you. Every fucking damn thing just like him. Cabir says this makes no difference between him and me but I don't want to be compared with him, I don't. I'm anything but like him Nandini! I swear I'm not like him!" He said frantically trying to make me believe.
"I know Manik! I know! You are not like him!" I soothed him rubbing his arms.
"I know I did worse things with you, I abused you, asked you to strip before me, threatened to kill your brother, but I am a monster Nandini! Before you I didn't care about anyone's feelings. I didn't care if anyone loathed me or was disgusted by me. Until you. You changed me Nandini! I didn't even realise when I started changing!" He paused and sighed.
"And I'm sorry for everything I did Nandini! I'm sorry! I never wanted to be like him but knowingly or unknowingly I was becoming like him. And I swear I would never do anything what he did Nandini. But I feel ashamed of myself. I hate myself for that!" He cursed himself as his nails dug deeper in my skin but not enough to hurt me.
"But I don't!" I whispered softly and he looked down at me.
"I don't hate you Manik! Yes I did back then when you had asked me to strip. I did hate you when you threatened to kill Rishabh. But I don't now after knowing the real you. I don't now because you never chose this darkness!" I said sincerely looking in his eyes which held admiration.
"I don't know what I did to deserve you Nandini. I don't want to lose you. Not now! Not ever! I'm sorry for everything!" He kept whispering pecking my head from time to time.
"But you keep hurting me. I think you keep finding ways to hurt me!" I sighed sadly pressing my cheek on his chest.
"I promise I won't from now! You can give me any punishment for what I said few days ago to hurt you! I promise I won't complain!" I could hear the honesty in his voice which made me smile.
"Did you really mean it?" I asked.
"Huh?" He said confused.
"Did you really mean it when you said that I am no one to interfere in your life? I mean nothing to you? That I am no one and you are just pitying me and letting me stay here?" I croaked out repeating those words again which once stabbed my heart.
"Rose look at me!" He cupped my face and made me look at him.
"You are the most important person in my life!" He said sternly yet softly.
"You have every damn right on me and you mean the world to me! You are the light in my dark world! My sunshine! And I'm not pitying you by letting you stay here instead I'm pitying myself for hurting such a beautiful soul!" He confessed and tears brimmed in my eyes as I hugged him tightly.
"I'm sorry!" He whispered uncountable times and this time I replied.
"I forgive you!" I let it out and his body tensed.